Time Won't Cease

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released January 2, 2011

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Track Name: Circles
where do we go when we die and why
and why do we feel it has to be real as real life
i know i for one feel fear
fear  of losing whats real and near
but not knowing where we're going also excites...
the next room, the next stage
never know where we go til the end of our days
the only thing we know for certain's that there's closing curtains on this stage
but with every life passed, whether natural or too fast
circles continue as another life starts
hey
life flashes by so quickly nothing stays
but that's ok
hey
that's the way that its been since the day that the earth was made
accept and embrace
well...
im not sure what i believe
but i know we'll always grieve
until the day we get to where you are
(but is that place far?)
is it real to feel
that the day will come at last
that we'll see all those passed
and we'll bask in the aftermath
of a life that was a farse
as we look back and laugh
do memories forever last
as if iron cast?
and when noone can see that far
well should we even ask?
i guess it's not what matters if we meet again
but all our memories they still remain
and ive learnt theres only one thing
everlasting in this world
and that one thing is change and thats ok
yes theres one thing one thing one thing one thing
everlasting in this world and that is change
Track Name: 12 Draw
In the routine I play deserter,
I live my life nocturnal
every interest on the back burner,
Toking till the smoke field fucks up the focus

the force of pull towards the norm is normally a thought aborted,
Fall short of sorting out important shit and suffer for it,
Come morning- Will I see the right side of?

Desire is burning a hole in my soul and I'm slowed by the toll thats took by the road that I chose and I know that I look like I'm broke , smoked out, choked out and spoken about, like bouts of paranoia,it voids the voice of reason further...(schizo fits ya)Ambition tends to (freeze too easy)..When the highs are imagined,the descent is staggering,its rapidly savaging me

And then I'm lighting up again
And my mind goes...

So you lost that drive,and now you got the nerve to judge how others get by,
this vice might keep YOU positive but that dont make you who you are,
just fight your mind and quit it..Breathe Out

This weed that feeds me leaves me reeling, unaware of hurt ,worth...things I pride myself on seeing,

When I quit I barely cut the rope, slow so hypnotised like dope,slows, so hypnotised restrained speech
I bow my head because they said so...Type aint me

Then Im lighting up again,
and my mind goes....

So you lost that drive,and now you got the nerve to judge how others are gettin by,
and this vice might keep YOU positive but it dont make you who you are,
just fight your mind and quit it..Breathe Out
 
Track Name: This Aint War
when i walk down the street tonight
i keep my eyes glued to my feet tonight
cos im told that the road is alight tonight
all the voices i hear fill my ears with the fright
they telling me i'm meant to be mentally ready for
fight night fright sights cos im outside and already
demons and ghosts hide in shadows and steadily
multiply, matter of time 'til they get me
i don't buy into their bullshit
there's a good chance i'll survive the night!
i don't care for their tales of decline and whats failed
like the end is nigh it's a matter of time
yes i'm afraid of the future
but i'm not afraid of ghosts
and if something aint there i dont think its fair to claim that it's getting close, no!
this aint their world its yours and its mine
and the reality aint like their fantasy they try banning me from stepping outside
yea when i talk in my sleep tonight
when im tossing and turning for fear of the night
that creeps up like a fog and takes away the life
of those who just aint afraid to be alive
cos that's what they want they want you to want them
keep you scared wondering will this ever end
so your out of the way off the streets as you hide
not cause any bother, stay inside, wait to die
i say it aint about that and it aint about you if you give in to their fear
i am the captain of my own ship and i won't let nobody else steer
fuck the lack of living recommended, they're pretending the end is near
like you cant even trust yourself not to stab yourself this will go on for years
and years and years until they hear loud and clear that we know
we're all the same were not afraid  and we know
that treading on eggshells aint the way to find bad eggs and we know...
yeah we're all part of one energy flow
all different in different ways but all the same under our clothes
you know, i know, but they need to know we know.
yeah we're all part of one energy flow
all pulling different ways but we all maintain the same frames to our souls
our brains mainframes all contain the same pains, pleasures desires and goals
so why's there need to be alone?
this ain't their world, it's yours and its mine
but i've still got hope that things could be fine.
Track Name: Pirate
Its everybodys business again,They keep on saying life is a stage,
One wrong move,your removed,round the neck with the cane with no right to complain
its fine by them,
Now if you wanna excel for yourself not sell your soul for the wealth or the gain,
you better be prepared to be stared at and bare that blame,
cos after a days work its your days worth to claim that
"I serve purpose,upon surface I rehearsed my role
Now its carved in stone that my futures owned'

Desires split the team,as age evaporates self belief, time wont cease
Should I reconsider the expense....

Wheres your self respect?
Where do you draw the line?
wont you see sense?
Its verified....

The roots move to suit masses,approved the truth only darkens the mood as it darkens the room,
Cos bright sparks are removed light,
And I lose my faith
I cant keep my head above the waves,
When intrusions looming,
Do we choose improvement,
and live sold


Down the nose you beam,while living out a life so clean,
Did your fate just replace your dreams...Cos most cant reflect honestly,
keep telling yourself this is you,
Its another classic case of foundations laid kept behind closed doors,
Like you never wanted more...and thats 'alive'?

Wheres your self respect?
When do you draw the line?

The roots move to suit masses,approved the truth only darkens the mood as it darkens the room,
cos bright sparks are removed light,
And I lose my faith,
I cant keep my head above the waves,
When intrusions looming,
Do we choose improvement,
and live sold
Track Name: Mentality
they talk about it like the devil the mentality of youth
as if we aint got no control fixing damage in the roots
saying their souls are cold like its out of our control
when too easily they fold give up with own goals
when half the youth are spoiled rotten gotten to much and forgotten
what it means to be free, and clean, and off of the street
now the divide invades our lives we now reside in division
the decision to pursue the vision of material gods forsaking wisdom
has been taken, action follows suit and suits are donned
and money runs up our priorities til it sits firmly at number one
and now the youth are growing up worshipping material gods
those that fluked the money and live the lives we only dream of
it aint about rich and poor its about weak and strong!
resist the worshipping of false idols and material gods!
and they're taught they gotta get those notes to survive and live a decent life
but the teaching neglects respect and intellect (for the sake of the) pound signs
everybody want for something but advertising says we can have it all
and if you stall for any time at all you'll fall behind whats cool and bawl:
i need the latest technology, "please dear bank can you borrow me
a loan on phone or internet the interest dont bother me"
just get numbers to your name any way you can obtains fair play"
so crime pays some might say outside it's what the sign displays
because money equals happiness and not just for yourself
if you want a family you've got to provide for the sake of sanity and health
and if you fall behind you best not mind if you find noone stops to help
can you believe we still bring kids into this world!?
Track Name: Down I Go
Im beat up so I best just be blatent,
I've suffered the ultimate humiliation
Instead of a stab in the back,whack,she packed a punch,
Blap,now the damage is done,
She went from a pacifist into a weapon of mass destruction
Some they beat the bitch out of the beauty but im not that guy,
So i must ask,why?
I got set to let my guard down,she charged and thats bout when I got pulverised

Then she explained herself like it was nothing,
And over the phone like I wasnt owed the face to face or something,
The one time was one thing,
You should've just left it alone

Do what you want,get up and leave
she was beside herself killing me willingly
so stupid I know, I must like living a lie,enter divide,
cos then you find out something that something its vivid,evicted the feelings for things to excite,
so down I go with the decline,end the divide,cos then you find out something that something its vivid, evicted the feelings for things to excite,
You should've just left it alone,

I sat at home thinking he wont get a thing but he got one over me,
I sat at home thinking he wont get a thing but he got one over me,
I sat at home thinking you'll never get none but he got one over me,
Now I sit at home thinking maybe...

You should've just left it alone,Will I Overthrow thrones? Probability Low
While Im thinking nothing at all, got a wake up call with the sound of her text tone,
'Its just friendship' Innocence is sanctuary
Where you sit at home thinking he wont get a thing but he got one over me
From overseas she reaps as she pleases to fulfill needs,
While I wait for her to come home
Gonna get knocked out
We'll see what will be will be but I think we....

Do what you want,get up and leave
she was beside herself killing me willingly
so stupid I know, I must like living a life,enter divide,
cos then you find out something that something its vivid,evicted the feelings for things to excite,
so down I go with the decline,enter divide,cos then you find out something that something its vivid, evicted the feelings for things to excite,
You should've just left it alone
Track Name: New Skin
when i was younger
well things were much simpler
if not black and white
then ignored and not there
but now that i'm older
my head on my shoulders
weighs more than my neck could possibly hope to bare
caught in that space, between the paperchase and a harder place,
if i face my fears it would appear i'll lose sight of the path i crave,
should i admit defeat? and saddle up well after the gates are breached
well fuck a wake up call, i'm a fool for letting all their bullshit control my plans
my progress is at standstill while my head spins like windmills, my legs tire of covering the same land
well i spend whole days in a daze staring straight at the same set of walls
dreaming of ways to break them down, but i know- the longer i dream the less likely they'll fall
this growing up and growing out of my old skin is what i've waited for my whole life
but now i get there, wanna reject it, cos your telling me my new skin aint mine
when i was younger
well things were much simpler
no options, decisions
expectations to bear
but as you get older
you're constantly told there's
a time bomb round your neck
and theres no time to spare
Caught in that space between the paperchase and a harder place,
If i face my fears it would appear i'll lose sight of the path I chase
Should I admit defeat and saddle up well after the gates were breached....?

caught in that space,crushed by the papers weight,corrupt the rush, you got the right to shrug off views, dont fear what it costs you and dont admit defeat...your self worth should be your only need...
well i'm not sure, if i owe anyone anything for being alive
in fact i'm pretty sure that the debts that i'm told i owe are no more than a lie
and no part of me doesnt BREATH FEEL AND BE in flesh blood and bone
and not in die casts or molds, not built in factory a sum of parts all of my own
Track Name: Brickwall
its just like anything else
you can only go for so long
and when its not up to you if youre one of the chosen few
then why worry when it all goes wrong
just postponing implosion
never grow always slow-mo, proceed to death row
and wait it out til your clout disappears
and you dead horse is flogged to the bones.
we are about to hit a brick wall.
all or nothing and most likely fuck all.
try and smash right through a brick wall
headfirst without shattering our skulls
(same cats at the top don't matter if the rats change
go from the top down hate the player and the game
no more fighting for crumbs, we have the tools to learn to bake
forget the top down, hate the player, hate the game!)
but they know the people that make the styles
and they know the people that build and crush dreams
and they're friends with the people that package the packages
and they know the people that pull the strings
its just unfortunate that those who pull the strings
also pull the wool over the eyes as they cut ties with those who know
so being as we're on the wrong side
i think it's about time that we go.
we are about to hit a brick wall.
all or nothing and most likely fuck all.
Track Name: Shoot Well
Honestly it was just empty promises wasnt it?
Withered,play innocent.... while keeping open options of at least some happiness,
Away she learnt to shoot well,

see,when the venture ends I'll call no day
theres promise everytime you say it,
but now dont ever say it again
You seem to have forgone yourself,
and Im caught fooled,

Go Ahead,Watch it disintegrating and take no role..

with relations Siamese-like,
You know your separating when you feel the knife,
immaturity devastates life
pause to beat the strong into the weak at any opportunity
Stop Playing Me.

Go on,fucking say it...
Put your palm on my forehead,its kids stuff
Away she learnt to shoot well

see,when the venture ends I'll call no day
theres promise everytime you say it,
but now dont ever say it again
You seem to have forgot yourself, 

Go Ahead,Watch it disintegrating and take no role..

with relations Siamese-like,
You know your separating when you feel the knife,
Her immaturity devastates life,
Choose to beat the strong into the weak at any opportunity
Stop Playing Me.
Track Name: Won't Listen
now someone keeps on voting in racists
but noone seems to know who's doing it cos we live in
isolated pockets, but we're in each others pockets
and as temperatures sky rocket tempers flare and could ruin it
if you keep boiling up the water then its bound to get hot
common sense clearly says that overheating is just not
sensible, people aint invincible, people lose their principles
when strings are pulled and they say that space is short
so now theyre pushing the fear and the idea that over here
is different from over there and over there is marching near
and will soon be everywhere, they say that we're unprepared
and unaware about the menace that lurks under the stairs
or in the stare behnd our vail that's so against our moral code?!
with freedom of speech surely comes freedom of dress code
and now the left has left the left in order not to be left alone
and no one trusts them anyway cos theyre all theives with thirty homes
and now it seems in many different way s
there's more honour amongst thugs than amongst theives
but i don't care what nobody says
i'm never listening to no fucking bnp
aint it funny how we don't talk anymore
and with it empathy seems to have died
like life's a competition and we need to divide
got loans to cover up that we live nothing but lies
with golden trinkets we blink and we miss it
and with differences magnified so many times
now there's millions of factions a fraction from action
passion only for trampling on each others lives
we aint all on the same page these days, manysetintheirways,
keeping at bay, the feelings of hate, gets harder each day, as the seeds germinate
like a cancer in your mind and you'll find your vison go black and white
and you gotta fight to see the truth behind the lies and stereotypes
and hold on to what you know in your soul is the truth
in the core of your being you see the light shine through
you see who is out to get you and exploit you for their own good
and whos just trying to live their life the best that they could
and now it seems in many different ways
theres more honour amongst thugs than amongst theives
but i dont care what nobody says
im never listening to no fucking bnp
i won't listen to their fear - i've got my own two ears
i won't listen to their lies - i've got my own two eyes
Track Name: Go Play Nice 2010
You put your trust in someone who you dont know and oh no,the conman claims his prize,
So you have to judge on first impressions,be it bad,you might lose the worst friend that you ever had,this isnt you,
If you bite the bait expect others to take more from you,
Forced to walk the street with the view,a stranger is an enemy unless otherwise proved,
Not such a bad move

Cos a man gets paid and another gets made,
one man displays his crazy ways till he meets his maker,
or a human life taker,

I dont know if I've just gotten older but everyday feels like a war
Full of negative feedback,
No one ever really needs that

So all the people jump on the bandwagon,
experiment with evil and pretend it never happened
See the lifestyles,they go on and on and no one admits they're doing wrong

You put your trust in someone who you dont know and oh no,the conman claims his prize,
So you have to judge on first impressions,be it bad,you might lose the worst friend that you ever had,this isnt you,
If you bite the bait expect others to take more from you,
Forced to walk the street with the view,a stranger is an enemy unless otherwise proved,
Not such a bad move

Re-educate,nowadays feels like stone age,
bunch of cavemen who cant communicate
with the spoken word or a handshake

I dont know what the papers have told you I just cant read them anymore
Full of negative feedback
No one ever really needs that

So all the people jump on the bandwagon,
experiment with evil and pretend it never happened
See the lifestyles,they go on and on and no one admits they're doing wrong

You can see the signs,in a few years time it wont be pretty but you should pity those who blockade a better design,
But if I stay on the straight and narrow I'll be fine,
Yeh despite the same old sights at least I'll be avoiding the fights,
Cos in any normal street now,murderboards outpace police you see whats happening
the invincible man is soon to be collapsing...

Cos man kills man for no reason
Man gotta eat but even the fat fucks are beefing
The anger you feel you can control its just a reflex
So back off man spark up before you go in feet first
In this existance,we shouldnt have to fear fellow man,but man oh man the minds in some are much to shallow to expand,

This is existance where we shouldnt have to fear fellow man,but man oh man the minds in some are much to shallow to understand so I let go,
and hope one day we realise we are all equal
Rock your feet off to the beat if your beliefs were like mine...and you'll get left behind
cos the best times are bound to fuck up,they're bound to fuck up so I let go,
and hope to god he judges us as evil,rock your feet off to the beat if your beliefs were like mine...